In a time when life as we know it is unknown, I stand before myself in amazement. How have things changed so much under my careful eye without realization?As I look at the way I am now and then look back at the way I was, I see such a difference. Yet, I remember no change. Is it because true change is so gradual that it is not meant to be known until after it has happened? It's quite possible.

I know people who have not changed since I met them tars ago, as well as people who have changed a lot in the few days that I have known them. Maybe it is not that change becomes realized at a certain point. Maybe it is that you know the entire time that you or something is changing and you don't want to believe it because you've been taught that change is not good, but you finally stop fighting it at some point. It is best to let change happen because without change, we would not be able to exist or, if we would, we would be frozen in time.

All that I want out of life, I already have. I have people who love me. I feel needed. I'm a published author I feel like an inspiration every once in a while.

There are toher things that I expect out of life, such as marriage, a dozen kids and a good career, but these aren't things that I want or need. As far as need, that's all fulfilled. I get three meals a day, a roof over my head, enough oxygen per breath to keep my heart beating happily, an education and love. Yeah, love is a want and a need. People get addicted to love so young... Think about it. Love is a drug. We start out young and everyone loves us. We're being force-fed this drug. Then, we come to always want it and it becomes an obsession and then it is needed.

Those kids who don't get love when they're young, they'll come to reject it... but they might try other drugs if they promise that same feel.

So much unknown... Such introspection.

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